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Monday, February 17, 2014

Jan + Feb 2014 posted at 5:27 AM

Gah, missed that January monthly post.

But school's started off pretty fine. And it's getting stressful, now that I'm FINALLY doing tutorials HAHA. Really, I don't even know how I managed to pass last year slacking so badly but definitely going to put in more effort this year.

January... BLEAGH. It passed in a blur to be honest. I was sincerely so glad to meet everyone again and to be honest, my life is so uneventful, I have to rely on things such as... school to spice things up. Sigh, #boredgirl96

But, then again, it's not as if exciting things have not been happening. In fact... many things have happened, however, I shall keep them secret :P

Yeah, with the start of the year, I'm starting to wonder if... I've drifted apart from my Secondary 4 clique. Or were we even a clique in the first place? God, I don't even know anymore. All I know is that I'm drifting apart from many of them, and I don't know why, I'm not even desperate to keep that relationship. Maybe, the illusion that 'we're-best-friends' was real. Maybe we weren't really like true, true friends? Not maybe, definitely. Like I confide in my current friends than my Sec 4 friends more. 'More' isn't even the word to describe it... more like a thousand times more? Bloody, I'm so confused. Maybe, it was just me thinking that we were best friends all along, but they never really thought anything of me. Who knows? But it's my fault that I've been neglecting them as well I guess. CCA, acads, new friends... I mean we're bound to drift apart, but I never expected it to be that bad.

Yet, I've never felt more close to my classmates HAHA, even the other half I don't normally speak to...

OH YAH, which brings me back to CNY celebrations, damn, it was so exciting. Like I NEVER KNEW SELLING HOTDOGS COULD BE SO ADRENALINE PUMPING. But it was a job well done in the end ^^

Yep :) Really hope we grow closer and closer.

Many things are happening in CCA now! Or at least are going to happen. There's going to be Orientation, NEW JUNIORS and MASS CIP and this Wednesday, CCA EXHIBITION. I can't can't wait! Interact always makes me so happy (other than when facing coughyouknowwho), sigh gonna be so terribly sad when the Interact journey ends ):

And there was that trip to Sin Min where we celebrated CNY with the elderly!!! The elderly are so cute ahh, but I seriously felt so sorry for them, maybe after As, I'll go back there to help and play with them ^^

Okay, that concludes Jan and half of Feb.

BORED.