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Friday, September 13, 2013

Promos and everything posted at 5:45 AM

Wow.

It's already the 13th of September. Promos are drawing near and well, it's another 3 months before it's 2014.

Honestly, I don't know what to feel of this year.

All I know is that I'm super disappointed in myself, for not trying my best, for not accomplishing anything, for not being the best that I can be. Heck, I don't even know what's my best. Maybe this is already my best.

Life right now, is full of nothing but regrets. Regrets that can't be forgotten unless time can be turned back. But there's not turning back, all I, no, all we can do now, is to march forward can we? After all, we've got two strong legs, if we don't march forward, where do we head next?

Life in JC hasn't been particularly fruitful or memorable so far. I'm just really glad my class seems to be a little more bonded than usual now. It's just that... it's not watermelons/chickens? It's not last year. As in sure, I like my classmates, but do I like them enough to say 'love'? I don't know. The feeling is just not there, that 'we're-meant-to-be-friends-for-life' feeling.

Let's not go on about this. Nothing will ever replace the time I spent with them in 2012. Nothing.

Sigh. I don't know what to make of JC life. I wonder how the rest's finding JC life? Fun? Romantic (;)) I don't know, really.

But all I know is that I'm feeling a little empty and lost right now.

But as usual, no one really understands.