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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Week 3 Day 2 posted at 7:49 AM

F*ck everything, it's time for sleep!

Week 3 Day 2.

I’m so tired I can just fall asleep right now. My mind has been rather sleepy for the entire day, but I’m glad I managed to study the whole of Chemistry Topic 2 though (so even if I wander off during the hour and half lecture tomorrow, I’ll still somehow pull through). I have not even started on mock PI, but let’s leave that for tomorrow. Speaking of graded assignments, I need intense mugging for Biology on Thurs, Fri, Sat and Sun. I really don’t want to fail the first lecture test. And after March holidays, we have the irritating Lecture test, but it’s just going to be on AP, GP and Binomial, so I think it’s going to be fine… I think.

God school has never been so tiring, even if it has been, I’ll never hesitate to just fall asleep during class and when I wake up, I’ll still be able to catch up. But, in JC, it’s a total different thing. Falling asleep and catching up afterwards is impossible to do so. Furthermore, they ban sleeping during lectures, how nice.

I ought to set some goals for myself. Goals like A for all the subjects I should be able to get an A for and B/C for subjects I’m not that confident in. I really need a driving force in my life now. In Sec 4, my friends were the only force that kept me from falling. Being with them is just different. With them, fun and studies co-exist.

But now in JC, I really hope I can find people like them again.

And something needs to be done about our class. I don’t even know how I can describe us now. I guess we don’t hate each other, but we don’t talk to each other as well? Oh, the irony. I shall stop thinking about this.

Good night.